Shades of green

Question mark

Posted by: Elena on: Thursday, February 23, 2006

So here I am once again. Like every other day, on my chair.. in front of my pc. Asking myself stupid questions about the world, about humans and so on. It seems there’s never an exact answer for my questions. Everytime I ask myself I get different answers. I know I am not schizofrenic, and I have no mental disease. I’m quite sure that the Einstein guy was a smart one.. when saying “everything is relative”. People change all the time. From day to day.. I know that in a 100 years I won’t be here.. it makes me sad and then I get over it, live my life as it is. Trying to improve it as I can. But after the whole fuss during the day.. I ask myself the same questions that thousand of other people have asked before. Why are we here? Why do we have to die? Why not be immortals. Where was I before I was born? Is this just another disease that atheist suffer from? Is it better for those that have a God? Is it good to live in a black light? Is it good to believe without thinking too much? What’s good and what is bad. I feel this world empty. Millions and millions of humans, and somehow we are all alone.

[ Smashing Pumpkins • For Martha ]

6 Responses to "Question mark"

1 | Auras

February 24th, 2006 at 3:37 pm

Now, you’re just thinking too much.

2 | green

February 25th, 2006 at 11:10 am

Lewl I think you can never think too much :lol:

3 | Roxa

February 26th, 2006 at 11:18 pm

Sad, but true… ( oh no, Metallica are really possesing me, you know )…
I`ve asked myself all that and much more, and I`m planning to try to write about it, not just question myself. Why don`t you do the same ? I bet you`ll have interesting opinions to put down. ;)

4 | green

March 1st, 2006 at 10:29 am

Interesting idea. Too bad I am such a lazy arse..

5 | Levy

April 5th, 2006 at 3:09 am

Between these two states - lazyness and ‘Sad but true’ness I have chosen an upgraded state of mind: “active misery”. Ok, I can explain that.:-) Feeling the same about not doing anything or doing it without purpose…I decided to play on my bass “My Friend of Misery” from Metallica every night after 0.00h. Oh my, it’s so good for my mental health! Music really saves, especially when you are playing not just listening to. Try it, dear green!

6 | R4v3n

April 5th, 2006 at 3:05 pm

I always was thinking about this idea “A person who asks relative questions as “why” always suffers more than the ignorant that just lives his life”, and you know, it’s damn true. I mean, you start wondering why this, that, as we all do, we never get the proper answer, and on the other side, it’s the ignorant that just ..lives. Not sure why, but I prefer wondering :-D. And about one of those questions, why do we have to die? It would be a bit too boring to just live, and live, and knowing there is no end, I’m not sure you would appreciate your life so much.

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