Killing old demons
[Precious and fragile things
Need special handling
My God what have we done to You?
We always try to share
The tenderest of care
Now look what we have put You through…
Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we’d manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give] Depeche Mode • Precious
I never thought love could get to me.. sometimes you just think you are invincible. This is how I thought. Well I wasn’t, it got to me.. but now it’s going away. Some 8 months since I’ve been crawling inside, trying to escape the sick love I felt. Sick because it made me feel bad. Almost like a worm.. eating my every smile from the inside. It’s never easy to say goodbye to the things you love the most, but sometimes there’s no other way.. than releasing yourself from the things that hurt. It’s self-preservation I think. Anyhows.. it’s kind of stupid to want perfection from a human being. We people just tend to be perfect, though this is just another senseless utopic crap.
Anyhows, enough mushy stuff for the night. Bro` has to wake up and leave the house. Wee, he’s going to Onesti for some fight bs thing. (judo championship). I couldn’t be happier. 🙂 Having the house only for myself(&friends) for the whole week-end. Yes happy happy joy joy. Nites.